KIDS ARE A SPECIAL GIFT



A Special Moment In Time

Dear Friends and Family,

Today was a rough day. Today I had to call Report a case of child neglect to Child Protection for a little boy in one of my classes. It makes my heart ache knowing what I know about this little boy and what he goes through every day. I look at this picture with my mom, dad, and Ellie and think what a special day. Look at the innocence of Ellie and the love my parents have for her. I wish all kids could experience this kind of love.

I am so grateful that I have a loving mother, and had a loving father. Not many people are as lucky as I am. I just want to say thank you to my mom who does so much for me, as well as to my dad who has passed on. I really appreciate all the love and support I get from you each day. Everyone please kiss their children tonight to let them know how special they are.

Emily~

A Lesson In Forgiveness and Humility

A learned a lesson today in Forgiveness and Humility. It was a hard lesson to learn, because it dealt with my paycheck and supporting my family. Today, we had a Potluck Dinner Party (except for the "Fried Chicken" the school bought") at one of my coworkers homes tonight. I've been struggling since negotiations at school to forgive those that took away 8% of my check when I didn't have that to give in the first place.

After, eating a nice dinner, talking with friends, and enjoying each others company, some of us decided to take some food down to one of those people that cut our checks, that made 3x the money I did, and  that I had bitter feelings towards. We  found out at the party that this person was going through a lot more. She was dealing with family matters of a life or death situation. She dosen't have family around here, and she is living by herself with the exception of a loved one who is so sick.

That night me and some of the rest of the faculty took her over some dinner. Fried chicken, and anything left from our potluck, and we walked over to her house to see if she was home. She was, and we gave this wonderful meal to her. She started to cry, saying that she hadn't had dinner yet (8:30 p.m.) .We talked to with her on her front porch for awhile and let her know we cared, and left.

I felt so humbled after doing that small deed. Seeing the big picture in some persons life instead of the trivial day to day things I deal with. I wasn't going to go to that party, but I think my Heavenly Father wanted me their that night. I think he wanted me to experience something that I hadn't experienced for a long time. Humility and service for someone else that I had been striving to love. I shouldn't need all of the details in order to want to go give service to one of my "brothers or sisters."

However, I have a testimony, of giving service. It doesn't always have to be someone in need, it can be little things as well. I love my Heavenly Father with all of my heart, and giving service just brings me closer to him. I hope all of you have a great day.

Emily~

One of God's Beautiful Majestic Creations



"Emily My Friend"

As I went through the first week of school it was hard. I thought of my dad quite a bit. He was a very important figure in my life. I often ask myself, "What is my dad doing?" "Can he look down on me?" "Is he aware of the struggles I am having?" "What is he doing right now?" "Is he being my Gaurdian Angel?" As I was writing this POST a song came on as I was listening to "Your LDS Radio". I don't know if you have heard it. It comes off of the Book of Mormon CD you get in Seminary. It is called "Emily My Friend." When they sing that it is as if my dad is talking to me. It talks about how he sees a struggle in "Emily," and what she is going through. The first line says,"Emily my friend, partner in everything, walk with me and see just what these choices bring," and the last verse makes me feel the spirit so strong. It says, "For Emily, I have seen."

This song gives me the courage to go on every day.

As I finished the first week of school today. I felt like I had really accomplished a huge feat in my life. Trying to get everything ready for these special children is so hard, but very rewarding. It helps me know that maybe my dad is watching out for me, and purhaps helping me through this tough time in my life. Thanks Dad. I love you and miss you.

Love

Emily~

A Forever Family

SCHOOL, SCHOOL, SCHOOL!!!!

I needed something peaceful to think about. This picture really gave me that feeling. School starts for me on Monday. The first day is always stressful. It is full of meetings, and they never let you get in your classroom to work on it. However, I have been working on both of my classrooms for the last week so I am set up pretty good. However, going back to school makes me very tired thinking about it.

Today, Sunday Aug 29, 2010 I ended up thinking it was Monday and was petrified that I was giong to be late for meetings. I heard Neill's alarm go off and was in a panic. I started getting ready for school, and then realized it was Sunday. I hate when I do that.

Overall, things are going very well. Neill is working on getting a job in the Oil Fields or Hienz. We're just waiting for the Background Check to come back to the Rock Springs Oil Field Office. Everything looks really good. It takes about a week for a background check to come back, but he doesn't have to worry. So we might find out next Thursday. If the Oil Fields don't work out, Hienz will be hiring in Oct, so we have a few options coming our way. Neill is a very hard worker, and he is trying so hard for these jobs I just really hope he gets them.

The kids are doing well, and are back in school in Utah. We will be getting them in Sept. which we can't wait for. Overall, are lives are going well. Everyone have a great day.

Emily :)

School is Sneeking up Quickly and Very Quietly

Like I was talking about school is coming up quickly. I more week of freedom before I hit have to hit the grindstone one again. I am trying to get a part time job at Sylvan Learning Center after school as well because financial ends just aren't meeting. Neill is trying to get a job in the oil fields in Wyoming. He would be working 14 days on and come home for 7 days. It is 5 hours away. So it is do able. Yes, we will be seperated for a time, but we have no choice.

I put this picture "believe, to have faith in." because I am struggling to believe everything is alright. We need to have "faith" in our Savior. I am trying to have faith in my Savior that everything will work out. I love the gospel, and I love my Savior. Everyone take care, and have a wonderful day tomorrow. Love,   Emily :)

What Could Be Next!

Things have been going well. I really don't know what to say in this post. I kind of feel speechless. I have passed my Praxis II test and am now a "Highly Qualified Teacher" Yahoo!!! Which is very exciting. School starts on Sept 7 for the students, and the teachers go back on Aug 30. I ask myself, "Am I really ready to go back to school?"

Neill is doing well. He is working hard at D.I. and biking their every day. The kids are doing great, and can't wait to see us again. They start school in UT on Aug 25. Sydney will be a Junior, Becky will be a Freshman, Dustin will be in 8th grade, and Jacob in 6th grade. Life is moving along definately. Everyone have a wonderful week.

Emily:)