This week Snowflake had surgery. She had some teeth pulled as well as some biopsy's. She is starting to heal again, but it is a slow process. It's amazing how much I love these little animals of mine. They have been by my side for 12 years. Especially mentally and emotionally.
I also really miss my kids. We aren't going to be able to see them for about two months. I am going to be having some procedures done, and I have to be off my seizure meds. I don't want them to see my have a seizure. I am too embarrassed about the whole thing of being vulnerable to having seizures. It is very scary. I don't want the kids be scared either.
I feel like I am in a predicament. I hate being vulnerable and letting others see my seizures. On the other hand I miss seeing my kids. I might just need to give in to the vulnerability. Family is so important. The kids want to see their dad so badly as well. What to do! That is the question.
