A Lesson In Forgiveness and Humility

A learned a lesson today in Forgiveness and Humility. It was a hard lesson to learn, because it dealt with my paycheck and supporting my family. Today, we had a Potluck Dinner Party (except for the "Fried Chicken" the school bought") at one of my coworkers homes tonight. I've been struggling since negotiations at school to forgive those that took away 8% of my check when I didn't have that to give in the first place.

After, eating a nice dinner, talking with friends, and enjoying each others company, some of us decided to take some food down to one of those people that cut our checks, that made 3x the money I did, and  that I had bitter feelings towards. We  found out at the party that this person was going through a lot more. She was dealing with family matters of a life or death situation. She dosen't have family around here, and she is living by herself with the exception of a loved one who is so sick.

That night me and some of the rest of the faculty took her over some dinner. Fried chicken, and anything left from our potluck, and we walked over to her house to see if she was home. She was, and we gave this wonderful meal to her. She started to cry, saying that she hadn't had dinner yet (8:30 p.m.) .We talked to with her on her front porch for awhile and let her know we cared, and left.

I felt so humbled after doing that small deed. Seeing the big picture in some persons life instead of the trivial day to day things I deal with. I wasn't going to go to that party, but I think my Heavenly Father wanted me their that night. I think he wanted me to experience something that I hadn't experienced for a long time. Humility and service for someone else that I had been striving to love. I shouldn't need all of the details in order to want to go give service to one of my "brothers or sisters."

However, I have a testimony, of giving service. It doesn't always have to be someone in need, it can be little things as well. I love my Heavenly Father with all of my heart, and giving service just brings me closer to him. I hope all of you have a great day.

Emily~

One of God's Beautiful Majestic Creations



"Emily My Friend"

As I went through the first week of school it was hard. I thought of my dad quite a bit. He was a very important figure in my life. I often ask myself, "What is my dad doing?" "Can he look down on me?" "Is he aware of the struggles I am having?" "What is he doing right now?" "Is he being my Gaurdian Angel?" As I was writing this POST a song came on as I was listening to "Your LDS Radio". I don't know if you have heard it. It comes off of the Book of Mormon CD you get in Seminary. It is called "Emily My Friend." When they sing that it is as if my dad is talking to me. It talks about how he sees a struggle in "Emily," and what she is going through. The first line says,"Emily my friend, partner in everything, walk with me and see just what these choices bring," and the last verse makes me feel the spirit so strong. It says, "For Emily, I have seen."

This song gives me the courage to go on every day.

As I finished the first week of school today. I felt like I had really accomplished a huge feat in my life. Trying to get everything ready for these special children is so hard, but very rewarding. It helps me know that maybe my dad is watching out for me, and purhaps helping me through this tough time in my life. Thanks Dad. I love you and miss you.

Love

Emily~

A Forever Family